My Testimony

#MyLifeBeing

I used to cry a lot in my life because I hated the truth, the truth that is my life. I used to pray a lot for a change in my life because I didn't want my life to be what it was.

The crying didn't stop because every time I cried I thought it was my last cry. I used to pray a lot because I was praying a lot about one thing that wouldn't change. I was confused because I thought prayer was not working. But it was because there was a response of no change. Which meant nothing was wrong.

I just didn't allow living. I denied the truth.
I denied joy, peace and love. These were in the truth and guaranteed with the truth.

But once I said yes to the truth everything changed. The change was not nice, it hurt so bad because there was a lot of lie I build on the truth. So I had to work hard labour to demolish the building to get to the truth. I went to battle with my worst enemy, myself. This was a very hard battle because I knew my self to be a worthy opponent for the fight.

And everything that I knew was a strong weapon in me, I had to take down one by one. The pain was too much because I was denying myself of myself. I was allowing a force to step in, to take control.  The force that was the truth. That was that.

I had to. I mean while I was in control the ride was not nice. I bumped on other cars as I drove. I had no control. So this force has taken over and there's control. I don't know how the force does it but I am allowing it because it makes sense. It's less work for me, infact no work at all.

I am in a ride and it's very nice and comfortable. I am at ease and relaxed. Mine is to think and act thought. I am allowed to do a lot, to watch as we drive, work as we drive because I am not too occupied driving. I trust this force. It allowed me to manage my time so well and accept everything that happens to happen because nothing bad happens. Best dominates, it rules meaning I am best.

That is where I am today in a best place. And here only the best comes and only the best goes. I receive best and give best.

My life. My Being. My Beginning.

Eternity!

Love you tons.