Wrong so Wrong

#MyLifeBeing

Ever noticed how wrong is always addictive and right is hard to score. Almost everything that is wrong holds captive and right is always a challenge.

Comfort is supposed to be a good thing but it becomes dangerous when it's a feeling of wrong. Being comfortable with wrong is a loss of life. You give in to your worst being that doesn't do anything for you. It's a crazy feeling of loosing control over something. You love it so much because for once you don't have to control, it has full control over you.

This however is not right. You have given something or a situation full control over you. It consumes you. It wallows you and sucks out everything that makes you best. You really don't like it, but you keep going back to it because it disallows you the process of living.

The danger here, is your attempt to try to get your life back after every encounter with this addiction. You fail to notice that there isn't progress in all your actions. It keeps dragging you back and taking away the little that you try to work for. You go back to it because you don't have to deal with your life. You don't have to deal with the truth. You don't have to deal with the circumstances. You stay in unsafe safety.

Blindness is exposed when you don't see that it's comfortability of the weak. It's giving up power to a non functional normal. You have said yes to a normal that destroys and takes pleasure in seeing you at your worst. You have been doing this for a long time and while we can forgive the fact that you were blind to it, it has become a norm.

When you are finally shown the light, your eyes are not used to light, and so would rather settle for darkness even when you don't see anything. Fear dominates because you are so afraid of what the light will do to your eyes. Wrong found a deeper place in you and it is easier to fall on it that fall on right. Normal has build a solid house in you, it's all you have ever known and so even when you are exposed to your truth and the beauties that comes with your truth, you would rather deal with the expected and so not have control over the unexpected.

You feel the light is beyond your reach because, you have never dealt with anything besides darkness. You have gotten so used to pain, it's an addiction. It's painful but you have mechanisms to deal with it, even when it never goes away. You see the light and you would love to be there, because you see how beautiful it is, but you are comfortably wrong.

All of this is a sign of those who have given up. No matter how hard we try to help them, they don't see the point of functionality because they are far off. They can't see or imagine getting back their lives without more pain than they are enduring right now. They love the bigger picture but they have lost already.

They had the choice but choice made a choice. It picked wrong, it controlled once again and this is a feeling they are so used to because they are addicted to wrong.

If you have tried to help such people, know that you have done all you can, there are somethings that can't be taught to people, they just need responsibility of thought. 

Give yourself the credit and shift your attention to beneficial things before you get lost into their world of disability.

Love you tons.