Dirt!

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When they have lost their conscience, they expose their dirt. They highlight all the beauty with dirt that is not really necessary for a big audience.

We all have dirt, it makes up our being but dirt is not really attractive, so we do everything in our power to hide the unattractive side. But believe you me when you have lost in life, conscience dies and we get to be disgusted by your so unattractive side.

Unfortunately this exposure is unintentional, no one means to expose their dirty side, so when it does you think it's beautiful while we just stare in disgust. It really comes out because you are defeated. This is you giving up. Throwing the towel to striving for beauty, striving for clean and so you give in to dirt.

Dirty must never dominate clean, dirty needs to subside, it really needs to be hidden and you need to only be aware of it so that you take care of it. Now everything that you do is not presentable, it gives you a bad reputation and you will never be considered for clean. You will always win in the dirty category. You will be followed by dirty and you will stink very bad.

It's dirty because it's not you, it's not done with good intentions and everyone can't look at it. Your reasoning behind it is not authentic which then makes you unoriginal and this means you are taking on what is not yours, so you take away your beauty and cleanliness.

Basically you are wearing someone's beauty which then fades your beauty and exposes dirt.

This is really a loss, because once you loose your conscience you loose a very huge part of yourself. You now act in darkness because your sight isn't really good. And so you can't see good which then forces you to do bad. It's a sad reality of wanting so much and not needing. Wants are unnecessary, so your wanting means you are after unnecessary and this forces you to desperately act.

When you want, you require more because wants are really more, but when you need you you require enough and enough is less.

All you need is yourself! When you have everything that makes up your being, you are enough. Want is beyond you, you are really reaching out for something beyond your make up and that is why you loose. Then you give up, loose conscience and let dirt dominate.

You are now acting to impress, acting to show off and acting for attention. And the easiest way to do so is to become dirty. Here all hope is gone and you have surrendered to failure and so you submerge yourself in dirt.

That is why you are even surrounded by everything that is attracted to dirt. 

Be careful that everything that you do speaks volumes to who you are, it must make sense to who you are and it must be from an honest place in your life. Do for a need and not a want and that way you keep your beauty and beauty is clean!

Love you tons.