I am a value of time

#TrulyBeing

As the journey of self-discovery continues, I am forced with situations that really channel my thoughts to me. Certain things are happening and they really give me time to myself. Unseen circumstances that draw all my attention to myself. I am tempted to complain but, any time to myself is time worth spending and what is the need for complaining about something that is allowing me to be.

In this day and age a smartphone is crucial, I mean most of my life is on my phone. My phone fell the other day and it died. I don't have a phone anymore. I had so many chances to buy a phone but I decided not to and it's a selfish reason because all my loved ones can't reach me. But me not having a phone has allowed me time to my thoughts. I can now channel my being to true expression. It is difficult to live without a phone but hey it is bringing out sides of me I never knew existed.

This experience is teaching me a lot. I am unaware of time most of the time alone, but I know I am in time. Somehow this has helped me to take into consideration my daily progression. I do what needs to be done because there aren't any distractions. It is a safe place to be. I trust my instincts and actions. I do them with precision and with clear awareness. I am not dismissing the value of a phone but I am appreciating how things happen for a reason.

I really loved my phone and I shared with it great times, events and experiences. Being alone it has really become my best friend. It was an extension that almost defined me. It really carried me. the accident happened on Tuesday but I was only able to accept that it died yesterday. I laid it to rest and had a memorial service for it, literally. I bid it farewell and looked forward to the prospects of having another phone.

So much lives in the gadget we carry but we must never forget that we make the gadget functional not the other way round. I understand from this experience that my phone died but I still have me completely. Now I am realizing the power I have not being defined by the presence of my phone. I am more present to myself and this has allowed me to be cognizant of everything I do. I mean my experience might sound crazy to anyone, but try living without your most valuable item for a day and tell me how that is.

I am finally realizing that being me alone is enough and that is because of the thought time without my phone has allowed me. I am adding so much to myself and that's a fundamental of the time we are given. As you wake up to a brand new day, a brand new you is added and that allows you to tackle new with new.

Obviously, I won't be able to survive forever without my phone but for the time being and I am allowing the process to build a better me that will be as proactive even when I have a new phone. I take pleasure in knowing that I am a value of time and as it moves I m move and this unseen circumstance has made the journey of self-discovery more beautiful.

The biggest lesson here is trusting a plan I am part of. All I need to do is prepare self and let the plan that is greater than me but favors me to do exactly what I need for ultimate functionality. Look at it this way, you don't have to agree with the process but understand and trust the process it means well.

Love you tons