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#MyBeing

They really thought that my life was a show, they thought I was confused, they even thought that I was possessed. They literally  thought it was all fake. But now they understand.

The conversation was a serious need, I prolonged it for a very long time, they even took matters into their own hands. It's funny because they don't understand I was nervous to say, because I thought they would act exactly how they did. But in this case it's not about me, it's about them. They needed me to explain it to the.

And how I explained, I didn't even need to say a lot actually. I just needed to express feeling and that alone would certify them of my life. Feelings are secret and even if no one would agree with them but they must understand them. Feelings are truth. If you don't express you are choosing lie. So that day I chose the truth and the truth set everyone free.

I just now have taken note of the actions I got after that. Now everything is shaping in a thought I just mentioned above. Now I see that they actually understand. The understanding of that conversation went even far beyond. I literally explained my life in an emotion. And that alone made a lot of sense that it certified what they initially thought of me before even them taking note of a big change in my life.

For them it's quite unfortunate because they didn't even get a chance to understand me, because I rarely allowed them time. I always avoided them. I couldn't click with them. I tried but it didn't actually happen. This time was me trying to understand myself. It took me longer than expected and they must understand that they had a huge role to play in that. I mean they were feeding me with the wrong information which I don't blame them entirely for. And I think that is the reason why I got to this point.

They must understand that they made life, they made me. I didn't see them living theirs good and so I took another approach and clearly I am winning. It's working for me, because it's the truth. Hence the freedom.

That conversation has defined my life. From that day on I wore my strength, my confidence and my happiness. I took beauty and allowed it to fulfill it's purpose for me. Beauty is good and so is my life.  I am allowed beauty in all parts of life. I have really carried the past lessons and the load I am carrying is not even heavy.

I would carry this light for life and I am going to. This is happening forever.

They kind of changed my life and so am I going to change theirs.

I love you tons.